You're my favourite disaster

I don’t think having all this time off is good for me. I know I’ll hate myself for saying this in a month or so, when I have 15 essays to hand it; but it’s too much thinking time.
I overthink everything, it is thing number one I hate about myself. It drives me absolutely mad. Yesterday I managed to worry about everything from my Op this summer, my eye check up on Friday, being kicked out of the house, how long it’s ok to live with your parents, what if I can never find a job again, what if don’t pay my taxes and get put in prison? In about five minutes. It’s ridiculous I know, and maybe it would help to write it down, so I can see how ridiculous it is. Plus
mum said I can live at home as long as I need to if I stop getting mad at dad
Which shouldn’t be too hard at the moment because we’re going to see The Artist today which I’m looking forward to. I’ve never seen a feature length silent film before ( although
I know there’s a talking section). Really want to get through the best pictures list this year, and most people think
this should be on it.

I just need to cheer up !